Since Wednesday morning I have been at an all time low. I am more perky today and can write this post without sobbing like a baby. This is what is happening to us.
I have posted various blogs entries of my attempts to make some extra income. All the one I have thought of i have tried and all have come to an abrupt end. In Sept I started working as a agent for a wah company and I was so excited at this new opportunity. It was a way for me to make the $400.00 a month we so desperately need. I was starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, that maybe with time and persistence we could get out of the hole we have dug our into.
Yet, before I even break a stride it get pulled from under me, no more is that money available to me. The company I was working for no longer has that contract. Back to square one I go, it is like a get into free jail card and stay there this time.
I have to admit right now it is looking pretty hopeless, yet after a few days of nothing but thinking how am I going to make it better I have just about given up. No sense in fighting it anymore for the time being, no way to avoid what will happen. Days will continue rolling by and someday things will start to look better.